Cannot

不能哭，不能哭！

一旦挑起開關，就什麼都止不住了；
一旦哭了，就什麼，都忍不住了；
一旦哭，就無法，撐住不斷抨擊的每一刻了。

so maybe we could just stop feeling, stop thinking and crying.
u can, but u not!!
no right, no heart, no mind and then no harm.

maybe that will be better to keep life going on.
although still without any strength to carry on.